![]() I really tried to open up to him the other day & talk to him about it. ![]() but i am so down because he doesn't want me! It is a vicious cycle :( He said this makes it worse & it doesn't really make him feel like he wants me when i am so down. My self esteem is shot & i am so down on myself. My self confidence is now non-existent from being constantly rejected. We are lucky if we have sex once a month, usually it is less than that & we are both physically fit, healthy & attractive. but when i am being spontaneous - refer to the above. so then i ask to plan it & he tells me it will feel forced & not spontaneous. but every time i do he is tired, or sick or not in the mood, or has something more important to do, or tells me my timing is terrible. The unfortunate thing is, that i really do try. ![]() He never initiates anymore, & then gets annoyed with me because he feels i don't initiate. even before he started medications he has just not wanted it. In the past year, the sex has gone from amazing & frequent to non-existent. We have been together for 2.5 years, live together, have created a home & life together & we would like to head in the direction of marriage. I suffer from bi-polar (mostly under control) & he suffers from anxiety & depression (he is on meds) I'm a 30 y/o woman in a long term relationship with a 29 y/o guy.
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